well i have finally figured out some things... about guyguy.. when I stop looking at all the things he doesn't do and what he isn't and really look at who he is... he is a great person. I have found myself defending him recently and saying he is one of the most decent people i know.. its true... he doesn't smoke or drink , no messing around, doesn't hit or even yell too much. he does not talk behind your back. he is a straight up good guy. yes he doesn't write me long letters declaring undying devotion and my heart does not feel like it is going to break when we argue. The person who did write those things and whom told me so many sweet things also made me cry on a daily basis.Thought nothing of me of hurting me in mind,body and soul.